Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! Sorry guys if this was the longest break since I had started my diary…
Today we will face more or less delicate issues, I would like to clarify one last controversial point and then no more words about it…
Unfortunately for sport and for motorcycle racing it has been a very difficult moment..Starting from the disappearance of Simoncelli, to the accident of Lascorz and to the loss of 3 sportsmen for heart problems including 2 Italians, Vigor Bovolenta and Mario Morosini…
After Marco’s accident I stayed away for a while, I had no words, I felt so irritated by all of those who had the solution ready about what happened to Simoncelli or as magic became his best friends..
I’m not so good at expressing my emotions and my feelings, I wanted to insert number 58 somewhere, but for sure I would be criticized again because we were not true friends first, for ours common goals…Fortunately this doesn’t happen so often in SBK.
I withdrew into myself, and when I say myself I mean Manuela too, we talked a lot we thought about Marco without telling anyone our feelings..
I do the same for my mother, it’s years since I don’t go to the cemetery, but this doesn’t mean that I don’t think about her every day.
Sometimes we called Paolo, but I was embarassed because I din’t know what to say…
All of this made me realize how sadly this sport and this lifestyle close our eyes to many things, let us only see ours goals and not give us the opportunity to know people for who they are..
Unfortunately during the motoGP in Jerez were born other controversies about my statements, even thought I had well written why should not be. I was always tagged as the bad one, and I ‘ll bring it back for ever.
Everything began watching that amazing documentary about Senna, CHALLENGES. One of the biggest I have ever met at least on television. He didn’t accept the political system in sport and that people couldn’t express their ideas in a world of freedom of thought. Today you must always be what people want you to be and it’s not allowed to think different; I do not accept to pretend, this is me as I am…
After my tweets, I have been accused unjustly for non-existent critical..
They accused me not to be better than Rossi or not to win as he did, in fact I know this and I wrote that “ I don’t have the same talent of someone who won 9 mondials”.
They accused me for when I wrote that “ this is a victory as a man, because I respected myself”, but all said it was a victory for me, to see him go badly … This is absurd, I meant to say: my victory for being able to follow my heart indeed that millios of euros; I never want to be happy for other’s problems, this is not me and you should not attack me unfairly..
As I was accused of criticizing those who were in difficulty, but on my last tweet I wrote “ I do not criticize those who are in trouble beacuse I know what their are going through”.
Well what is done is done, today I just wanted to explain you ponit by pont..
And now let’s go to Monza, amazing race for his speeds! We arrive from races where shows and unfortunately falls were present!
On thursday, in Monza, with Infront we wanted to set up a charity auction during the paddock show for Lascorz, but we couldn’t.. We will organize something as soon as possible with friends Riders4Riders..
I would like to send a big hug full of love to Joan still hoping for a miracle..